Because you live, girl,
my world has twice as many stars in the sky
Don’t we all just love romantic movies.
They inspire us. They give us the courage to fight for what we wanted. Then we will head to dreamland and wake up to just another day.
What have I learnt this time? Perhaps I should’ve actually taken your warning more seriously at the very first place? I’m just proud of myself. I still suck in love but at least I’ve tried. At least from the very first place, I have constantly reminded myself to not care too much. But the fact is I can never care too much anymore. It’s just how my feelings have adapted long ago, to this cruel world.
Like everyone else in the book, I still love you and I still want to see that smile on your face. You are still very fucked up, but I have a feeling you are getting better now. At this point of time, I’m a little fucked up myself. So when I’m gone, just carry on.